before you read. its about a girl. probably not that intresting posably intresting. i post it here cus she does not read this. i hope you enjoy hehe.

i feel like i have been on a roller coaster. the love of my life dumped me. well not as much dumped me but tried to take a break from me. at first thing where good she still loved me and i loved her.
but then the love ran out. i love her but didnt get much in return.

things get bad.
i hurt and cant help but tell her about it cus we are trying to be friends. but im a jerk and cant let go.

i finaly try to stop give her some time. and nto let her drag me along. so i do

a few days later she starts talking to me. and we excange some pic of eachother.
well that rekindled some thing in both of us.

we decided to have lunch. on vday. i was happy cus she is the only one i would want to spend it with.
so i draw her a nice friendly pic and buy her some of her fave truffles.

first thing she does is hug me. like really hug me.
i give her the gifts and she love it and really smiles at me.

we go eat
she held my hand we talk about every thing even about us
and there is hope. we hung out for a bit more. we even kissed a few times real kisses.

but in the end nothing changed. and that hurts the most.

maybe there is still hope but i am to afraid to bet on it. i tired of being treated like a lost dog that will be there no matter what

but ill be ok. i am strong and i can make it